Torture...

I'm in the midst of a bad stretch of days. Just feeling down. I always try my hardest to stay positive, but sometimes it doesn't seem to be a choice. I have been having grief waves like crazy. I have been emotional, hormonal and on the edge. I've been moody and seem to have lost my filter when it comes to my mouth. I'm praying this ends... SOON!

And, to make matters worse, I am noticing babies everywhere. I watch stupid shows like Teen Mom which makes me just want a baby. I got a coupon in today's mail for my new baby announcements. Dave and I were talking tonight about how weird it is that we would be taking care of a new baby right now. It's sad. I'm sad. I hope the torture ends soon. Ugh...